Hmmmmmm...

I have started listening to a hypnosis cd. Its very weird. I feel like a part of my brain has been removed. I have had a sabotage lobotomy. The bit of my brain that makes the last decision about food is gone. When I look in the fridge I don't think "I'll just have...." now I think "nothing here for me..." and shut the door. Odd huh?? Don't get me wrong, I like it but I don't even have a memory of how it feels to think like that......just......nothing...... like mist. Very odd.

I walked into town this morning even though it is freezing out. I just put a scarf on and shoved my hands in my pockets. I walked the long way home thought the park and even left some of my breakfast because I was full. Very very odd.

Today I will walk to collect the boys from schoolfor the 3rd time this week. Hmmmmm. Will update again later to see how it goes. x